I have met few people in this world that have the captivating ability to inspire millions and lead by example, that make you feel important but have such a relaxed and honest demeanor that you never feel intimidated in their presence. People, that when you first meet them you understand immediately why they are successful in everything they do. Extraordinary people that make time for everyone and give unconditionally and honestly in all their actions.
Fearne is one of these people.
When I found out she painted (and was a very talented painter at that) I can't say I was surprised. I knew that she was extremely gifted and intuitive, as well as being very deep and sensitive to everything and everyone around her.
Since my recent return to painting I have been thinking about Fearne's work more and more. So one day I decided to hit her up and see if she would allow me to interview her about her paintings. She agreed. Having never interviewed anyone before, ever, yet having had given hundreds of interviews, I found myself in a unique position.
I figured the best questions to ask would be the ones that I would ask of myself. I genuinely wanted to know what and how other artists deal with the same issues I face when I work, so this interview is a little unconventional and personal, as you will see.
I want to thank Fearne for agreeing to do this and openly answer honestly and eloquently in this way. My respect for her has only grown, she remains an inspiration both creatively and through her compassion and charity work. Mostly I respect her for her friendship.
1. As honestly as possible, why pick up a paintbrush instead of doing anything else? what is your main motivation at that point where you sit down and decide to lay paint onto the canvas?
"I'm a fidget and have to be either ticking things off a list or creating. When I'm creating I feel most happy and with out getting too deep, alive. The whole process of buying the paints, finding a photo to work from, picking some music to play which suits the mood of the painting. This has become some what of a ritual. The finale being the finished product. Knowing the work that went in to it and knowing its yours. I can get lost for hours and not think of a single thing in a meditative way."
2. What are you trying to say by painting that you cannot say in any other way in life? Visual art is a form of expression that is meant to be seen, what is it that you need to communicate with the viewer or even to yourself?
3. Of all the forms of expression and things to represent why have you chosen to paint people as your main subject?
4. Can you describe the mind and physical process leading up to the actual act of painting. (for example, from the moment you have that initial spark of inspiration up to any rituals you perform to prepare for the that first stroke)
"Sometimes I will procrastinate for hours or days working out what im going to paint and go through an inner monologue of why I shouldnt bother, why I wont be able to do it, why I'm not in the right frame of mind, but as soon as I start that all goes out of the window. Some paintings look horrendous for days but theyll be a magic pivotal moment where that all changes and it starts to look how I imagined and this is the loveliest feeling where I become obsessed with getting it done!"
5. How do you determine you have finished the painting and what emotions and connections do you feel towards the final piece after completion?
"I never feel a painting is finished like a lot of people and could go back to it again and again but there has to become that point where I sign 'F COTTON' and the date and I'm not allowed to touch it after this point. Some paintings were never finished or signed and lay dormant in a cupboard and I guess even in their own way thats how they were meant to be. Finished in their own way. Unfinished business."
Cheers.
















